tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80968900811955340162024-03-19T12:58:22.212-07:00The Collins Familybrittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.comBlogger78125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-14362161428108018482011-03-16T10:54:00.000-07:002011-03-16T11:55:04.221-07:00how Kieran Michael changed my life (a very long blog entry!)It's only Wednesday and this week's already been crazy! We sold our couch, bought two new ones and have been preparing for the kids' birthday party this weekend - we have TWO birthdays to celebrate this week! Miss Maia will be 3 years old on Friday, and Mr. Kieran is 1 tomorrow - ONE! Can you believe it? Wasn't he born just yesterday? My little St. Patty's Day baby, born 10 weeks too soon, is going to be one year old and it just floors me. While I am away from the kids at work, on my lunch break, I feel a compelling, emotional need to blog because it's a very bittersweet week for me. As with any child's birthday there are a lot of sweet emotions as you realize how quickly life has passed you by, how many milestones they've met, how many joyous experiences you've had with them. Maia has made leaps and bounds from 2 to 3 and it's been really wild to see her grow up this past year as she became a big sister. And Kieran, well....something about his birthday is just extra emotional, and extra special. I'm sure you can understand why that might be.<br /><br />I've spent nearly every day since Saturday thinking about where I was a year ago. A year ago last Saturday I was leaving the hospital after a diagnosis of pre-eclampsia & a weekend of monitoring to head home on bedrest. My bedrest lasted 2.5 days before I found myself in excruciating abdominal pain, unable to breathe - I later learned that was my liver crying out for help. I went to the hospital hoping for a quick visit but they admitted me and gave me the news that with both a pre-eclampsia & HELLP syndrome diagnosis, I would have to deliver my baby boy far in advance of his May 28th due date. There was a calm in me when we started the induction, though. Partly because I knew a few days in advance that he might have to come early, so I was prepared, and partly because I just KNEW things were going to be okay - I sensed it. I remember the induction went swiftly and smoothly - something I never would have thought possible at 29.5 weeks along, and I remember taking a bath to relax & going "inside myself" to talk to my little boy. I closed my eyes and tried to connect to him, and I told him that I was so sorry that I was sick, and so sorry he had to come out early, but that mommy and daddy loved him so much and would take good care of him, that he would be safe and loved and everything would be okay. And everything WAS okay. Besides the induction, the birth was gentle on he & I and got to touch him and kiss him before he went to the NICU - something that's not very common with preemies from what I hear. I started pumping milk for him as soon as I had rested and got to do kangaroo care with him against my chest later that day. And I remember thinking how crazy it was, that of all days for him to be born he was born on St. Patrick's Day, like he was my little good luck charm forever. People asked me if we named him Kieran (an Irish name) because of the birthday, but no, he was going to be Kieran Michael even if he was born in May. And the reddish blond hair he has now has turned into a bright red color - very fitting for a little Irishman! It was all so crazy, all of it, like it was meant to be...<br /><br />One year later it doesn't even feel like I was ever sick. I had pre-eclampsia with my first pregnancy (Maia was actually due April 5th!) and pre-e and HELLP with Kieran but you would never know, looking at all of us now, that we were ever affected by the disease. But if there was one good thing to come out of having my son 10 weeks early (and there are more than one, but this is the best) it's that his birth was my wake-up call. Not just a "life is sacred" sort of wake up call - because, well, it is, but that's not the only thing I learned. After I got home from the hospital and during Kieran's NICU stay I started researching pre-eclampsia & HELLP syndrome, wondering why I had it, what I could have done to prevent it. Sure, it was after the fact but it helped me process a lot of feelings. And in my research I discovered that I was completely, 100% unhealthy in my diet and lifestyle, and while pregnant with both children, my body acted out. I never ate well, never had a balanced diet, ate whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. I didn't drink enough water & had too much caffeine. I ate candy, donuts, pizza, Chinese, lots of fruits but minimal veggies, and other high-fat, high-cholesterol foods. I definitely did not have enough protein - especially while pregnant with Kieran and still nursing Maia. I never exercised. I should have been in the best shape of my life, and taken care of myself better than I ever had before, but did I? No, and I am ashamed to say that. I am ashamed to admit that I never had a balanced diet until I was 25 years old. That I never knew how big an impact nutrition makes on your day-to-day existence until I was shaken to my core by a huge health scare. And it's sad that it took risking my son's health, my son's life, to get that through my head, but there's nothing I can do about that now...except spread the word. I have changed my diet completely, and I am still working on that now. I used to have high cholesterol and recently I discovered that it is only 1 point above normal, which is excellent for a breastfeeding mom! I am always making sure to intake protein and balance my carbs & sugars. I rarely eat packaged food anymore, and now when I eat something sugary or fatty, I feel it RIGHT away. I still can't believe that I never gave any thought to my diet before, but it's never too late to change your diet and change your life! Now I'm on the quest to find a fun physical activity to keep my heart healthy and my body moving, because recently there have been studies like <a href="http://abcnews.go.com/Health/Healthday/story?id=4509262&page=1">this one</a> that say that if you've had pre-eclampsia show up in pregnancies that you're at higher risk for heart disease (and even Maia is at greater risk for pre-e and heart disease simply because I was, ugh!) That is SO scary to me!<br /><br />Kieran's birth sparked something in me besides a new respect for my body, my health, and a renewed sense of life. His birth opened my eyes to what premature babies and moms go through with the NICU journey and breastfeeding struggles, and gave me insight into birth/NICU trauma as experienced by mothers. His birth ignited a passion in me to help support other moms on their own NICU journeys and transition to life at home, and to help preemie moms be able to breastfeed. As a result of everything I went through, I now know where my passions lie, and I will be training this spring to be a Certified Lactation Counselor and a Postpartum Doula, specializing in preemies of course.<br /><br />They say everything happens for a reason - I think Kieran's premature birth happened for a million reasons. He changed me in every possible way and for that I am so extremely thankful. And I thank God for keeping him safe and healthy throughout the NICU journey, and his whole first year at home. He is a blessing to me and our family, and all those who meet him. He is a beautiful ball of sunshine and love. I cannot imagine my life without him. He really is my lucky charm. Happy birthday tomorrow, my sweet little Button...<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">I'll </span><em style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">love you forever</em><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living </span><em style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">my baby you</em><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">'</span><em style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">ll b</em><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">e.</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">From this...2 lbs, 10 oz, 15 inches long...<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=03-18-2010001.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/03-18-2010001.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />to this...24 lbs & 30 inches...!<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=189860_540787306468_72701695_31382471_7838374_n.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/189860_540787306468_72701695_31382471_7838374_n.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-30890789951058484562011-02-24T11:54:00.000-08:002011-02-24T15:29:23.685-08:00parenthood rite of passage: first late night hospital tripLast night I experienced my first late night children's hospital visit with Kieran in tow. He had a runny nose all day Wednesday but no other signs of illness - happy, content and his usual self. He went down for bed just fine and then as I was getting ready for bed at midnight I heard him cough - I hadn't heard him cough all day so that was weird and that I'd keep listening. When I laid down I heard him cough again and this time called Josh and we agreed I'd take him to the hospital. I KNEW it was croup right away. That seal-like bark is unlike anything you ever hear in the normal cough/cold spectrum, and I knew that croup could come on suddenly, typically at night. So I asked Josh to help me get him ready to go to the hospital while I got myself ready, and while he was putting on his sweatshirt Kieran was crying, coughing and he started turning purple! Let me tell you, I had a flashback to when he was going through his apnea spells in the NICU and it was NOT fun. <div><br /></div><div>Josh stayed home with sleeping Maia, so I took Kieran in the car alone and I was so scared. I turned off the heat so he could have cold air, which is supposed to help with croup, but it also served as helpful so that I could hear his heavy breathing. I hated that I had to drive alone in the dark after he had turned purple, and I hated even more when I had to get on the highway and couldn't hear his breathing anymore because the car got louder. But we arrived to the hospital and he had fallen asleep. I woke the little guy up and we sat in the ER for about 45 minutes before we were seen. Already I noticed he sounded better, so I think the cool air in the car helped him, but he still had a very barky cough. The intake nurse said "I knew he was croupy the minute he walked in" - he definitely gave it away! We were put into a room in the short stay unit and a doctor came in very quickly after that. Kieran was to get a nebulizer breathing treatment and then an oral steroid. If he responded well to the medicine we would be able to go home after an hour or so. If he got worse, we'd have to stay. I snapped a picture of him with my phone in his purple backless hospital gown after he had the meds (and a late night nursing session.) When Josh saw this picture he thought it was one of baby Maia - maybe the purple threw him off? ;)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/183089_540269229698_72701695_31373744_8345294_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">After about an hour and a half they sent us home. Kieran's cough sounded better, he was breathing easier and was sleeping peacefully. His lungs were clear and he had no fever so I felt we were fine to go home. They didn't send any meds home, as the oral steroid is supposed to be long-lasting, so at 4AM we got tucked into bed. Sleep didn't last long for either of us, though, as Maia woke up at 7, yeesh! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Today's Kieran been doing really well, which sort of surprises me (but of course thrills me!) He had his monthly RSV shot this morning and the nurse who came to our house thought Kieran's lungs sounded great and he really hasn't had much of a cough today, though when he has it's been slightly mucousy and not croupy. And despite his sickness of the past few days, he's learned to wave goodbye and I think he may have signed "all done" earlier today. He is such a little trooper and I am totally counting my blessings because this is the first time K's ever been sick, and I'm thankful for how mild it's been thus far. Special thanks go out to my grandma today, who took Maia out to the bookstore and to her house for dinner so Kieran and I could get a nap - you are an angel, Grandma!!!</div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-50248604216171983712011-02-21T10:09:00.000-08:002011-02-21T14:04:27.394-08:00family updateWow, it's been awhile! Time passes by SO very quickly in my world, as it usually does with parents of two little ones, but still I am so amazed at how fast time really is flying by. I got busy with schoolwork (I'm taking one college class this trimester) and all the sudden I haven't posted since January 6th! Oh well. It's my blog, I do what I want ;) I have many things I want to post about, but since January so many things have happened in our family so I thought I would blog about those first.<br /><br />Brittany: Besides my class (and may I say, taking one class versus two a trimester REALLY helps with my personal/family balance!) I also took an embroidery class at Crafty Planet last month and it was so much fun. I'm now almost done with my first project, a tea towel with a really awesome design - you'll see soon when I post pictures. I've kept up on my sewing, too. My goal was 2 projects a month and in January I sewed Kieran a pair of pants and sewed a burp cloth & bib for my friend's new baby boy. So far for February I have made an adorable skirt for Maia with Hello Kitty fabric that she picked out, and next up are some curtains for our side door. I love having crafts to turn to when I need a break, and being able to embroider things now is great because it's portable, plus I can do it with the kids around.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Kieran modeling his fleece mama-made pants<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=036.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/036.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=067-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/067-2.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=020-8.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/020-8.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />Speaking of my friend's new baby boy, I was blessed to be able to attend that little fella's birth - a beautiful, gentle home waterbirth. It's such a blessing to be able to witness birth as it's truly supposed to be. Lastly, I joined BeautiControl (again, as I used to be a consultant) because I am absolutely in love with their mineral makeup and brand new skin care (it's paraben-free, gluten-free and without artificial fragrances & dyes!) and I'm hoping to do 2-3 in-home spa parties a month for extra cash. If you see this and you're interested in having a party or checking out the spa goodies (seriously, their skin care & makeup is to die for!) let me know!<br /><br />Josh: Josh has been busy playing guitar in a new band called Mainland. He's also going to be having another surgery in April on his injured foot (this makes #5 since I've known him, I think?) Speaking of his foot (which, if you didn't know, he injured in a work accident in 11/2005, breaking I-don't-know-how-many-bones in a fall) my friend suggested that Josh look into using an amber bracelet around his ankle to help with swelling and inflammation, and guess what? It's totally working! Yep, amber rocks. He's been wearing it about 3-4 weeks now and has noticed that while there is still foot pain, his swelling has decreased to barely anything, which means less pain. Yay! Now that everyone in my family has one, I want one, too....hmm.<br /><br />Maia: Maia has grown a TON lately. She's super tall and in 4T clothes now. She started a tumbling class at the rec center down the street and she likes that a lot, especially the "animal crawls" she learned and somersaults - she's so good at them! We recently signed her up for preschool - yes, my baby girl is going to PRESCHOOL this September! We hope to visit the school soon as a family. I've been there before, as my 2 youngest brothers attended there, but Josh has never been. Maia's been going through some developmental growth as well. Recently she started to do many new things herself, things that we previously did for her like getting toothpaste out and on her brush, helping her get dressed, etc. She can now fully get dressed and undressed except for buttons and she needs help getting her shirts off. She does her full night-time routine on her own in the bathroom alone (her preference) with us just guiding and reminding her what to do. I am so proud of her!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">She loves finger painting.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=012-4.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/012-4.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=022-4.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/022-4.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div>She has also been engaging in pretend play and using her imagination for some time now but it's really expanded lately and it's fun to see what she comes up with! She's been playing doctor since this summer but recently has expanded her repertoire to include ambulance rides, shopping at Target for band-aids for the office, and even a hospital bed set-up in her room. There's also been pretend beach party picnics, car rides to her cousin's homes & pretend talent shows (she always dances.) Her baby/mom role-playing is also expanding and she takes her baby in her doll carrier and/or carseat on car rides, grocery shopping, to the doctor, etc. It is so much fun to see what she comes up with! Her language has also furthered a ton, too. She is constantly making us laugh with her hilarious stories and funny sayings. And one of the cutest things she is into lately is back rubs and back scratches. She now wants them before she goes to bed, so she gets one of each :)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=036-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/036-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />Kieran: This little dude has gone through a TON since the last time I posted about him! A few weeks ago he weighed in at 23 lbs & 29 inches. Yes, 23 lbs!!!!! That means that he is bigger than Maia was at this age, because Maia was 22lbs from 6 months to about 2 years. That's just insane to me. He is now 11 months old and just about 9 months adjusted - we're so close to 1 year old, what the heck!? In January he got his first teeth - the front two bottom, and in February he got his top front two teeth with nary a side effect. Seriously, the amber teething necklace rocks!!! He looks so stinking cute with the two front teeth, and looking more grown up. He's mostly wearing 24 month now, save for 18 month bottoms. He is a hefty boy but oh well, it's worth it :) We worked hard for those rolls!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=065-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/065-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=015-7.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/015-7.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />Also - he is CRAWLING! He started officially crawling on Valentine's Day - he crawled from one room to me in the next room. Then the next day I found him standing next to his toy box - he learned to pull up in the same week! He thinks it's really funny to pull things off our coffee table and just learned how to pull up in his crib last night. What a silly boy. The funny thing is, Kieran's started crawling the exact same"age" as Maia! Maia crawled at 8.5 months and Kieran crawled at 8.5 months adjusted. Pretty cool, huh? I think my kids just crawl a tad it later because they are so dang chubby, ha! Kieran's also vocalizing more - I hear "mama" occasionally, as well as "dada," and we hear gee, kee, yeah, etc. He seems to be spot on with his adjusted age for that. And he's signing "more" now! We use "more" a lot when it comes to his food - he is a very voracious eater, especially when it comes to meat & cheese, so we're constantly giving him more and more and more! Favorite foods right now are: any kind of meat, steamed broccoli and blueberries (but I am NOT giving him those again for awhile, the diapers are HORRID!) He is such a fantastic eater and we've loved letting him lead the way using the <a href="http://www.wholesomebabyfood.com/babyledweaning.htm">baby-led weaning</a> method.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=016-4.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/016-4.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div>Whew, did you stick around for all that? It was a lot of writing (at least there were photos!) But now you know what the Collins crew has been up to. I am trying to make blogging a priority but it's a work in progress. :)brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-15474912525037673712011-01-06T12:24:00.001-08:002011-01-06T17:49:41.662-08:00breastfeeding & FacebookRecently, a fan page that I "like" on Facebook has been through some controversy. <a href="http://www.facebook.com/#%21/TheLeakyBoob">The Leaky B@@b</a> is a support page for breastfeeding moms to ask questions, swap stories and commiserate over issues. The other day, Facebook deleted the page because it apparently violated the Terms of Service. Then FB reinstated it. Then they deleted it again. It's been reinstated now for a few days and hopefully is here to stay. You can read all about the drama <a href="http://parenting.blogs.nytimes.com/2011/01/06/facebook-vs-nursing-moms-round-2/?src=twrhp">here</a> on the New York Times blog "The Motherlode." Some say the issue is the fact that moms are posting breastfeeding pictures, which some deem offensive; other people believe Facebook has got something against breastfeeding. Who really knows?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjl60_LUV2f4f57ZuI3rgTFm1qh_Whms18rb0yzLalQ4lQ8g3efIBGAr_J-mbc_JZGPJaJCPiOWrycLGlXEYrRgK_I6-K-J7jinXcfSgVbD7kDKTR1VFBhWZ2JHrerNjs9a1f1I2_BFiek/s400/BREASTFEEDING+SYMBOL" /><br /></div><br />Drama aside, I want to personally comment on behalf of online breastfeeding support groups like The Leaky B@@b. This generation of nursing moms are tuned in to social media like no generation before them. While groups like La Leche League are fantastic, not every new mom has the opportunity to attend a meeting - maybe they're too far away, or they have a few kids at home and can't make the time. While lactation consultants can be hired and consulted in person and over the phone, not every mom can afford one. Connecting to other nursing moms online is, in some cases, the only exposure to breastfeeding support that some women have. Many moms do not have the support of their family and friends when they take on a challenge like breastfeeding, and it's just not easy to go at it alone. And it's not all about solving problems - women need to have a place where they can go to feel supported, inspired, and to have their accomplishments lauded as well. Case in point - ME! Remember when I gave birth to a very tiny, very premature little dude (who, thanks to the power of breastmilk, is not so little anymore!) I knew ZERO preemie moms in real life, and when faced with bedrest and then a long NICU stay, the internet was my friend - I went to an online community (LiveJournal's breastfeeding support community, to be exact) to seek out other preemie moms because I had no idea what I was getting into with pumping, trying to get the teeniest mouth to latch on - it was hard work! As a result, I "met" other preemie moms online, read success stories, got pumping tips and saw pictures of moms nursing their tiny preemies. One particular story stuck with me - a mom had HELLP syndrome, just like me, and had her son 10 weeks early, just like me - but her son successfully breastfed! If she could do it, then I could do, too, I declared. Eventually I was posting my own success story to the site, surrounded by women who patted me on the back virtually. As an isolated NICU mom pumping (and later, nursing) around the clock, knowing other women were proud of me and excited for me - and my son, who was thriving - was so critical to our success as a nursing mother and son.<br /><br />So whether it was about nursing photos (which are probably the least obscene pictures involving breasts, EVER) or about Facebook's supposed vendetta against nursing moms, all I know is that virtual, online places that support nursing women are necessary to the success of many nursing mamas, myself included. Women need to SEE breastfeeding, if not in their real lives, at least online. As for Facebook, I think it's HIGH time for some new rules about breaches of Terms of Service - automatic deletions are not acceptable any longer! I am thankful that my nursing photos have never been flagged but I have had friends who have had photos deleted without warning because of Facebook's silly policy of automatic deletion due to "obscenity." Hopefully this will all be resolved soon!brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-50344558587516295822011-01-03T20:53:00.001-08:002011-01-03T21:47:30.384-08:002011, really?I cannot believe it's already 2011! It seems like last year flew by more than I can recall any other year doing. With Kieran in the NICU 2.5 months and then a blurry few months after his homecoming, I pretty much lost out on spring and summer went by in the blink of an eye. Ah well, such is life with two little ones.<br /><br />Looking back to last January, I remember this week in 2010 being so exciting as Josh and I were about to find out the sex of our second baby. I thought I would be completely content with a boy or girl. Since I don't have a sister I would have loved to see that dynamic, especially with the two close in age, but I also knew that Josh and his sister, two years apart, have always been close and hoped that could be the case as well. Well you all know how the ultrasound turned out ;) We have a lovely little man in our midst and we just couldn't be happier. He fits into our family so perfectly, and the bond that Kieran and Maia share is so very evident to all who see them together. Today we got home from dinner out and Josh opened up the back car doors to see them staring at each other, each with enormous grins on their faces. You could literally feel the love - aww! I just found this picture of them in my Photobucket from June...so sweet, aren't they?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=39129_532184142278_72701695_31186491_5349001_n.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/39129_532184142278_72701695_31186491_5349001_n.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />Speaking of Kieran a bit more, he is an absolute blast right now! He's made a ton of physical advances in the past few weeks. He's rolling around to get places, so we try to leave him a large space to move about, and last week I discovered him starting to pull up on things! After a few weeks of encouragement, he is now clapping, and he's been 'dancing' for awhile, too! When a song comes on that he likes, he can be seen bopping along, moving his body ever so slightly to the beat. It's so cute!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=018-5.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/018-5.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />He's still signing milk, and hasn't added any new signs to his repertoire, though we are working on "more", "all done", "eat" for solids and "drink" for sippy cup time. He's more verbal as of late, too - we've heard him say "dadadadada" and variations of "hey" and "hee" are favorites as well. Maia will get right in his face when he chats and babytalks to him to encourage him to talk, saying things like, "Kee-win, say mama! Say mama!" Such a little mother hen she is!<br /><br />Lastly, I always say I'm going to talk about Kieran's food journey/babyled weaning, and I never do (but I still will!) so for now, here are some fun food pictures of him eating a brussel sprout. Last week he tried brussel sprouts, walleye, salmon and chicken - and he loved them all! I'm constantly wowed by how much he can do without teeth - he is such a fantastic eater yet he still has zero teeth!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=028-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/028-2.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Note the demolished sprout..."What do I do now, mom?"<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=035-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/035-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-75460612825365415192010-12-29T20:07:00.001-08:002010-12-29T20:28:01.756-08:00Kieran + ChristmasWow, December flew by - Kieran turned 9 months old and I didn't even realize it for a week or so! Such is the life of the second kid, right? I don't know where he is at length, but he's 21 lbs now - amazing! He is such a little man, truly, with regards to his shape. All the sudden I noticed he has really big hands. Maia had the delicate, sweet girly hands and Kieran's actual hand is very wide, plus he has his long chubby fingers. Along with the big hands he also has giant thighs and the widest, roundest tummy I've ever seen! He's wearing 24 month pajamas now & 18 month clothing in the day - insane. I absolutely cannot believe how big he is! I remember bringing home my tiny preemie and thinking he'd be small forever - not so, not at all! The kid grew like a weed, just like Maia. It's something I am so proud of - MY milk did that!<br /><br />I have a couple Christmas pictures to share. I can't even believe Christmas is over, it went by in such a flash. I'm actually still in the mood for Christmas cookies and Christmas cookies, present wrapping - all of it! Maia is obsessed with our tree, still, and still singing Christmas songs as well. Actually, every day since Christmas she has been saying "Merry Christmas, mama!" to me in her sweet little voice as she gives me a hug. Aww!<br /><br />Anyways, our Christmas was wonderful. Just perfect. We saw Josh's mom and stepdad the week before Christmas as they visited from Georgia and had a great time! They took Maia one day and night, and she had a blast going to the Mall of America with them a few times. Josh and I hosted Christmas brunch for our gift exchange - check out our spread! We made egg bake/sausage fondue, Kristiana Kringle & chocolate chip banana bread (all family recipes), <a href="http://smittenkitchen.com/2010/11/sweet-corn-spoonbread/">sweet corn spoonbread</a> from Smitten Kitchen, and Josh made a fruit salad as well. It was awesome! I love entertaining!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1355.snc4/162719_475108161621_608556621_5882355_5921515_n.jpg" /><br /></div><br />Christmas week we went to my dad's house one day, my mom's Christmas Eve, my mom's Christmas Day for brunch, Josh's dad's for Christmas Day lunch & then my paternal grandparent's house the day after Christmas - whew! It wasn't too exhausting (we're used to it) and the kids totally took it in stride, they are so easy-going. Maia was up until 11pm on Christmas Eve but it didn't even faze her.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Christmas Eve<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=023-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/023-2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=028-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/028-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=031-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/031-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=038-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/038-2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=043.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/043.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Maia in her doctor dress-up outfit. So cute!<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=057-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/057-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Christmas morning<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=062.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/062.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=064-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/064-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Maia with the scarf I made her<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=066.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/066.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=067-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/067-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Maia and the doll sling I made her<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=068.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/068.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=073.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/073.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />...and a shot from Christmas Day..but no family shots of all 4 of us, oops!<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=092-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/092-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div><br /><br />Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, and that you have a Happy New Year as well! I can't wait to see what 2011 brings for our family :)brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-37324992887947128962010-12-07T20:24:00.001-08:002010-12-07T20:58:53.084-08:00sewing projectsHa, talk about falling short on the {month of thanks} posts - more like a couple days of thanks posts :) Oh well. I've been really focused on things around the house and school, like sewing, getting ready for Christmas and oh, FINALLY getting my house organized and some more boxes unpacked. I meant, we've only been here since August, it's about time, right? Nothing like a little motivation to get me moving - Josh's mom and stepdad will be here visiting next week, and I also have a holiday party mid-week. Fun!<br /><br />I have SO much to post about! Family-wise there has been a lot going on! We're doing <a href="http://www.wholesomebabyfood.com/babyledweaning.htm">baby-led weaning </a>with Kieran now and we started with sweet potatoes, bananas, avocado & apples - he is LOVING it! But like I said, that deserves it's own entry later :)<br /><br />For now I just wanted to share some of my sewing projects. I've been having a lot of fun sewing lately! I made a doll sling for Maia for Christmas, an apron for me, and fleece pants for Maia (I'll be making some fleece pants for Kieran soon as well!) Both the <a href="http://www.prudentbaby.com/2010/09/fat-quarter-apron-tutorial.html#more">Fat Quarter Apron Tutorial</a> & <a href="http://www.prudentbaby.com/2010/06/pants.html">pants tutorial </a>are from Prudent Baby, my absolute favorite DIY/sewing/crafty blog!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Fat Quarter Apron<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1174.snc4/154671_537129107528_72701695_31314083_6046269_n.jpg" /><br /><br />Fleece pants<br /><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1338.snc4/163036_537129217308_72701695_31314086_5327975_n.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1199.snc4/155190_537129277188_72701695_31314090_4497566_n.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs300.ash2/58029_537129287168_72701695_31314091_2129968_n.jpg" /><br /><br />Doll sling<br /><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1235.snc4/156738_537129192358_72701695_31314084_6330040_n.jpg" /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">I am on a Prudent Baby project roll - next, if I have time, I'd love to sew Kieran a stocking, as he doesn't have one yet! (Maybe after school's done - just one more week!) Here's the <a href="http://www.prudentbaby.com/2010/11/christmas-stocking-free-pattern.html">Prudent Baby</a> version - so awesome!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://i260.photobucket.com/albums/ii35/minxo55/Prudent%20Baby%20Assets%20November%2010/IMG_9036.jpg" /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-36661567028126136902010-11-19T20:46:00.000-08:002010-11-19T20:58:24.385-08:00day 19 {a month of thanks}I'm not very good at doing this daily, but oh well.<br /><br />Day 19. I am thankful for childhood wonderment, and for getting to experience childhood things through my kids once again.<br /><br />I didn't get a chance to post this last weekend, but we had our first snow in Minnesota last Saturday and of course Maia was THRILLED! When she first saw snow she squealed - so cute! (Then every morning since then, right after she wakes up, she runs to the window and screams "snow!!!!") I had to capture some pictures of my kids looking at the snow together - it was Kieran's first snowfall and he could definitely tell something was up as he looked out our big window! It was so fun watching them experience the first snowfall, something I've always looked forward to each fall/winter since I was a kid. What a treat to see the joy in their eyes!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=080.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/080.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=056.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/056.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=057.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/057.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">Then we headed outdoors. Maia had so much fun!<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=085.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/085.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=100.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/100.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Hard at work with her plastic shovel.<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=092.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/092.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=102.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/102.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-76258913842349618392010-11-16T18:25:00.000-08:002010-11-16T22:23:46.205-08:00day 16 {a month of thanks}Day 16: Today, I am so thankful for not only a happy, healthy preemie son, but also for a developmentally on-par little dude!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=010-8.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/010-8.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br />Today Kieran had a NICU follow-up to check his development. They do one at 5 months adjusted, 12 months adjusted & 24 months actual age to chart his progress and make sure he's not behind developmentally. Because he is <span style="font-style: italic;">supposed</span> to be 5.5 months, he should be meeting milestones based on that adjusted age at least, and I'm happy to report that he is doing just that, and more!<br /><br />An occupational therapist had him play with toys to check fine motor skills, and then did some listening/cognitive exercises. He also played on a mat to show off his gross motor skills, and despite holding on to his feet the entire time, still managed to roll around and show them what he could do :) While the testing went on, the occupational therapist wrote down scores for him on something called the Bayley Scales of Infant Development. They tallied up the scores and came up with the following - keep in mind that 85 to 115 is the "norm."<br /><br />Cognitive Score - 110<br /><ul><li> Age equivalence: 6 months</li></ul>Motor Score - 124<br /><ul><li> Age equivalence - Gross Motor: 6 months</li><li>Age equivalence - Fine Motor: 8 months</li></ul>Language Score - 100<br /><ul><li>Age Equivalence - Expressive Language: 5 months</li><li>Age Equivalence - Receptive Language: 5 months, 10 days</li></ul>So, as you can see, he's right on par with his adjusted age for everything, and even "caught up" in fine motor! As for height and weight, well, he continues to be a big, healthy boy there, too! He weighed 20 lbs and was 27 3/4 inches long, which means he's still 50th percentiles for his actual age and off the charts for adjusted age, woohoo! The RN who did his measurements was SO excited to hear that Kieran was breastfeeding and remarked that he didn't even look like he was born premature. I happen to agree with her! What a long way he's come from 2lb 10 oz, hm? I am so proud of my AMAZING son!<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=050-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/050-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-65821688009909484842010-11-15T11:42:00.001-08:002010-11-15T11:47:26.192-08:00sibling love. {a month of thanks}Well, it's been a little nonstop in the Collins house since last week, so I missed a bunch of {month of thanks} entries. Ah well, I'll sum up the weekend in a little bit. For today, enjoy my two sweet kiddos having fun together.<br /><br />Day 15: I am SO thankful to have two kids close in age like this (1 day away from 2 years apart) They are an absolute blast and I love watching their bond form!<br /><br /><object height="385" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/mFpqoxvPJaA?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/mFpqoxvPJaA?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" height="385" width="640"></embed></object>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-82750609989763084822010-11-10T06:21:00.000-08:002010-11-10T08:37:15.508-08:00day 9 & 10 {a month of thanks}Day 9. Sometimes I lament the fact that I drink too much Diet Coke (always 1 a day, sometimes 2) and that I need to cut back, but this week, during Daylight Savings time adjustment at our house? I AM SO THANKFUL FOR IT.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><img src="http://luekensliquors.com/store/zen-cart-v1.3.8a-full-fileset-12112007/images/diet-coke.jpg" /><br /><br />Natalie Dee says it better than I ever could. This is ME, ha! </div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537960096554354322" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 191px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw7tNTX-4NE9CeqKM31M4vQsal386piepEpMnjeGrePfUWyC3oWdMWMat8QBcp0iSfSUt8IhGUsEy1XgE_X9ZI8a7fcoenNm_P8Af4ZUULGOOyX849vLavhTXA0aLNlR4ZyjWBM_5thQk/s200/a-gallon-of-diet-coke-straight-to-t.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"></div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="left">As for Day 9, today I am thankful for amazing opportunities presenting themselves to me lately. I'll expand more on this soon, but I'll just say 2011 is looking to be a great year for me! </div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-87814765176969333202010-11-08T21:15:00.000-08:002010-11-08T21:26:05.297-08:00day 8 {a month of thanks}Day 8. Today, I'm thankful for this amazing redhead:<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://loyalkng.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/strike-conan-obrien_l.jpg" /><br /><br />Ha, you thought it was going to be one of my kids, right!? ;) No, but seriously, Conan's triumphant return to television tonight made me SO happy! He is honestly the only man other than my husband who can have me laughing so hard I can barely breathe - and he didn't disappoint tonight. Josh and I were just about dying of laughter a couple times! I'm so glad he's back on TV! Team Coco!<br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-20700115348841416672010-11-07T18:07:00.000-08:002010-11-07T21:08:26.070-08:00day 7 {a month of thanks}Day 7. Today I'm thankful for warm, sunny days in November that allow me to take a certain little sweetie pie to the park (and to practice using some of the new-to-me settings on my new camera!) The park was lovely, the camera practice, not so much. But practice makes perfect, right? So I'll keep practicing!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=053-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/053-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=052-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/052-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-87139153616967011942010-11-06T21:05:00.001-07:002010-11-06T21:23:41.746-07:00day 6 {a month of thanks}Day 6. I am very thankful for dates with my husband. We've always had a tendency to forget to make time for them, so last month on our anniversary, we made a commitment to go on at least one a month (special thanks to our lovely sitter, Auntie Kiki, for committing to the 'sitting'!) The past few dates we've been on have been so special, and not because we did the most wonderfully romantic things, but simply because we're just alone together! It's so refreshing to get a moment to chat without having to talk loudly over a toddler, and eat with both hands free. I can't believe we let dates fall by the wayside, because it's evident to me now that they are crucial to our foundation and strength as a couple. When we have that opportunity to connect outside the house, it's like we've recharged our "couples battery," I love it!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=ttd-re.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/ttd-re.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-79109334015988451742010-11-05T20:28:00.000-07:002010-11-06T21:26:35.373-07:00{a month of thanks}I was skimming a few blogs today and saw something I liked - a blogger was giving thanks daily in a "month of thanks" series. I love that idea! I am constantly listing off things I'm thankful for in my head, but it's rare that I get a chance to write them down. So, five days into the month where Americans focus on giving thanks (oh my gosh, Thanksgiving Day is right around the corner!) I myself have decided to do a little "month of thanks" feature. Some days you'll get just text, some days you may get a picture, too. Sometimes there will be explanations, and other days, it will speak for itself. Maybe I can even get the husband to join along for a couple days!<br /><br />I'll just catch up on days 1-5 right now, then hopefully post daily or nearly daily for the rest of the month.<br /><br />Day 1. I'm thankful for my new camera, which is challenging me to my tech core as I try to learn how to use it.<br /><br />Day 2. I'm thankful for suckers & lollipops, which have been occasionally helping me get through long, necessary shopping trips with a feisty 2.5 year old.<br /><br />Day 3. I'm thankful for my long, thick hair, which has taken me a <span style="font-style: italic;">looooong</span> time to grow out. It's so pretty and worth the long effort it took to get here!<br /><br />Day 4. Consequently, I am also thankful for hair-binders and cute ponytails, because if the baby pulls on my hair once more I just may scream!!!!<br /><br />Day 5. I'm thankful for Izzy's Ice Cream in St. Paul for introducing me to the most amazing ice cream I have ever tasted - salted caramel ice cream. It's the kind of treat that, after you take a bite, you close your eyes and pause to savor the flavor of the most perfect combination of sweet & salty, but you look sort of silly doing it so your husband makes fun of you. Oh well. It's just THAT good.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://blogs.kqed.org/bayareabites/files/2008/09/izzys-saltedcarmel.jpg" /><br /></div><br />What are you giving thanks for today?brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-28167611533434142662010-11-01T17:12:00.000-07:002010-11-01T17:23:52.413-07:00happy halloween (yesterday!)Just had to share some cute photos of the kids' Halloween costumes! I did end up making Maia's tutu & painted her broomstick black - the rest of her costume I found for super cheap at various stores. For Kieran's costume, I made the hat, beard, belt & added felt mushrooms to some shoes I found at a consignment shop for a $1. I was able to come in under $30 for both costumes, which is pretty good! I could have done better but I decided that Maia had to have a GIANT tutu, I guess. Ha, oh well. Enjoy the pictures!!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Spinning around in her tutu. Some passersby told her she had a cute skirt, but she loudly exclaimed "it's not a skirt, it's a TUTU!"<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween009-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween009-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />"See my broom?"<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween017.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween017.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween023.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween023.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Sitting up all by himself!<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween010.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween010.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween038.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween038.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween046.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween046.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween050.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween050.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween056.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween056.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Out trick-or-treating<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween057.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween057.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Family picture in front of the old Hollywood Theater in our neighborhood. It's been vacant for years...spooooky! ;)<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=halloween061.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/halloween061.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-13975838137961277832010-10-17T19:47:00.000-07:002010-10-17T21:39:31.626-07:007 months old!Wow, just realized today that Kieran is 7 months old! That's so crazy! I just can't believe how fast time is flying by. Well, I can...but you know. It's still so shocking. He had a 6 month checkup with his pediatrician (we're a little behind) on Friday and he weighs 18lb 9 0z and is 28 inches long. According to the World Health Organizations growth charts (I like to use those, as they're for breastfed babies only) he is in the 85th percentile for his BIRTHDAY. Not even his adjusted age! For his adjusted age he's 97th percentile, ha! Sounds about right. Big sister was 18lbs at 4 months, and Kieran is 4.5 months adjusted, and he's really been matching her growth pattern. She topped out at 22lbs at 6 months so we'll see how much more he gains before he plateaus. His pediatrician and I both agreed that while Kieran is much more developmentally advanced than a 4.5 month old (his corrected age) he's not quite acting like a 7 month old, either. He's somewhere in between, more like 5-6 months old, and that's just fine! He isn't expected to be caught up until age 1-2 so he's doing amazing. We'll start feeding him solids next month when he's 6 months adjusted.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs381.ash2/65955_534729671018_72701695_31263916_4514163_n.jpg" /><br /></div><br />What else? He's SO close to sitting up on his own! He really likes to stand up more, though. I'll try to get him to sit up on his butt sometimes and he'll keep straight legs and just want to stand. He's pretty much outgrown his swing so we're working on obtaining a jumperoo of some sort so he can have some solo jumping time. He's pretty big in his bouncer seat as well, so when he's not in mama's arms or working on sitting he's hanging on the floor on a blanket with his sister or something. He's doing a lot of tummy time, and while he CAN roll both ways now, he doesn't do it much. If he's naked he's more apt to roll back to tummy, but I hesitate to keep him naked for TOO long - we have to pile a couple towels underneath him when he's airing out, as you can imagine!<br /><br />We're just having a lot of fun right now. The kids are both really fun ages and we're getting out and doing a lot of great fall activities on top of going on walks and out to our local park. We visited an apple orchard and pumpkin patch recently with my grandma, and tomorrow we're going to another apple orchard. On Saturday we went to the last day of the farmer's market at Mill City in Minneapolis, which was fun, and we've been doing fall baking, too - we made <a href="http://smashedpeasandcarrots.blogspot.com/2010/09/crockpot-applesauce.html">crockpot applesauce</a> & then oatmeal applesauce bread in the bread machine with the applesauce Maia & I made! So fun! We're just really living it up right now and having a blast doing it.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Maia at Aamodt's apple orchard<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october004.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october004.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />At the pumpkin patch (inside a barn, actually)<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october011.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october011.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Josh & Kieran at the park<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october033.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october033.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Kieran on my back in the Beco Baby carrier (love my carrier!!!)<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october020.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october020.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /></div><br />And the kids - did I mention I'm having a blast with them, too!? They are both at such a fun age, as I said, and I'm loving it! Maia is the sweetest big sister and loving on her brother constantly. The other night he fell asleep nursing while I read bedtime stories to Maia, and she insisted I leave him there - she said "Go! I want to snuggle with him!" So I sat outside her door for a minute and let her snuggle, then grabbed a picture. What sweeties!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october041.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october041.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br />Here's my little miss sassy-pants :)<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=october045.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/october045.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Hope you're all having a lovely October! I'm headed to the craft store tomorrow, I have GOT to get started on the kids' Halloween costumes!<br /></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-16389777098057260142010-10-08T19:42:00.000-07:002010-10-08T20:38:23.760-07:00a weekend at the cabin.Oh my goodness, the week just flew by. We had a fun weekend at the cabin and then Josh got sick for a few days with a nasty head cold, which then knocked me out fully on Wednesday. Thankfully I felt better Thursday, and today I've spent time catching up on things around the house. I don't feel physically caught up and well-rested quite yet, but maybe tomorrow.<br /><br />I want to post some pictures of our cabin trip from last weekend. Doesn't fall just make for the best and most beautiful pictures? Even my crappy camera takes gorgeous ones in the right weather and with the right backdrop.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd003.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd003.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd008.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd008.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd018.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd018.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd019.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd019.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd028.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd028.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd042.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd042.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=cabinwknd022.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/cabinwknd022.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Tomorrow Josh and I are celebrating our anniversary (which is officially Sunday) - so exciting! We're headed out to an afternoon movie then dinner so we can be back home to be with the kids at night, as Kieran needs to chow down an hour or so before bed. Ahh, the glamorous life of parents...but I'm so excited! We NEVER get out to movies - I think we have seen TWO movies together since Maia was born - yes, I said Maia, ha! We saw The Dark Knight and The Proposal, so, needless to say it's been awhile!<br /></div><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-14935933386192543922010-09-30T20:04:00.000-07:002010-09-30T21:32:34.200-07:00the blog-a-thon is over!Wow, September's over! Which means the September blog-a-thon is wrapping up - the month totally flew by! I only missed two days out of the whole month, so I'd say it was pretty successful, as my main goal was to get kick-started back into blogging. I hope you guys have enjoyed the little peek into our family life. I'm glad it ends today because this weekend we'll be having some family time at our family cabin - of course it's supposed to be a really chilly weekend!!! Ah well, we'll bring sweaters and blankets and have a lot of fun.<br /><br />Prior to September, I was blogging mainly to keep people updated about Kieran, but this month I have enjoyed sharing a bit more. Blogging daily, however, has been HARD! Many a night I did it right before midnight. It was so tough carving out time with the two kids and the other responsibilities I have. There are many things I wanted to blog about but simply didn't have the chance. But I definitely think I can handle blogging 1-2 times a week from now on.<br /><br />Happy October tomorrow - my favorite month of the year! We have so many things to look forward to: decorating for our favorite holiday, celebrating our first wedding anniversary, apple orchard trips, making Halloween costumes, fall baking, carving pumpkins, and of course, Halloween (we are Halloween freaks!) I would love it if you'd continue to follow along with our little family!brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-46293406636038414182010-09-29T19:12:00.001-07:002010-09-29T19:20:17.918-07:00wordless wednesdayThis is the photo I was referring to last <a href="http://keepupwiththecollins.blogspot.com/2010/09/wordless-wednesday.html">Wordless Wednesday</a>. He just looks so <span style="font-style: italic;">old</span> to me here! Like, in one instant I see him as a big kid....*sigh* They grow up too fast, don't they?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=008-6.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/008-6.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Maybe he just looks older because he's being so serious. Either way, he's so stinkin' cute...even if he has been falling asleep close to midnight and waking up 3+ times a night. Yeah, sleep regression? You can go away aaaany time now, thanks.<br /></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-12054282848978471242010-09-28T16:35:00.000-07:002010-09-28T19:14:42.357-07:00fun in dairyland!I've been meaning to post these pictures and video for about a week now. We made a trip out to Wisconsin two weekends ago because Josh was asked to sing and play guitar with his friend Brent at Brent's cousin's wedding. Brent's family has a farm nearby the wedding locale, so we headed out there the day after the wedding and Maia LOVED it! They're a dairy farm, so there were mostly just cows, but we did see one goat as well as farm kitties and dogs. We had a ton of fun, ate well (thanks to Brent's mom!) and we can't wait to go back again soon!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><embed width="600" height="361" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allownetworking="all" wmode="transparent" src="http://static.photobucket.com/player.swf" flashvars="file=http%3A%2F%2Fvidmg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv339%2Fbrittanylove%2F034-3.mp4"></embed><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=019-4.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/019-4.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=020-6.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/020-6.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=022-3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/022-3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=027-3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/027-3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=030-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/030-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=039-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/039-2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=040-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/040-2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-62027045789086271942010-09-27T19:28:00.000-07:002010-09-27T20:06:53.076-07:00amber necklaces, part 2.The kids' amber necklaces arrived! <a href="http://hyenacart.com/inspiredbyfinn/">Inspired By Finn</a> had a 50% off sale the other week so I bought two for the price of one, getting Maia a longer size and Kieran his very own! How cute is he in his necklace!?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=011-3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/011-3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=013-3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/013-3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /></div><br />I had a few friends ask some questions about the amber necklaces after my <a href="http://keepupwiththecollins.blogspot.com/2010/09/more-than-just-pretty-necklace.html">last post</a> on them. One of them wanted to know if we keep them on all the time. The answer is: Yes, we do! With Maia, we kept it on through baths, never took it off once. This time around though, I learned you are not supposed to get it wet and try to keep lotions off it because it will mess with the natural oils of the necklace. So now we're taking it off at bathtime and putting it back on when skin's dry. This is no big deal since we do baths every other night.<br /><br />That leads me to the next question - do we let them sleep in them? And again, yep, we do! I'm comfortable with this for a few reasons. Since my children are so chubby, it tucks under their fat rolls, so they can't grab it easily. If they did grab it, and happen to pull on it, each bead is individually knotted so if it broke, the beads would not scatter everywhere. Also, because we put it on them at a young age, it sort of becomes "part of them" - they're just used to it!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=019-3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/019-3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Do you have any more questions about amber necklaces? Let me know! P.S. Isn't Maia silly? That's how she's been taking pictures lately!<br /></div></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-2984804297019747852010-09-26T09:41:00.001-07:002010-09-26T09:53:46.258-07:00how preemie moms are chosenWell, it did not go unnoticed - I had a couple readers notice I missed two days of blogging! Yes, it's true, my streak is over! Ah well, the true goal of the September Blog-a-Thon was to get me back into blogging, and it's done that, right?<br /><br />This weekend has been busy with a capital B. Or maybe it's just me that's been busy. Friday night Mr. Sleep Regression didn't go to bed until midnight, and that's why I missed blogging Friday - can't wait until he goes to bed to do anything lately! Then I worked at the group home (did you know I worked at a group home? I do! I've been there 7 years now, but I only work 1-2x a month right now.) Anyways, I got home, nursed Kieran for about 2 hours straight (ahh, gotta love the cluster feeding) but he went down at 11pm this time - an hour improvement over Friday night! So we're getting there. He is harder to put down to sleep but sleeps very well once he's down for the count, so that's actually nice. We'll see what he does tonight! The sleep regression will end someday, right?<br /><br />I have school this afternoon so I've got to get back to doing some reading before I go, but I wanted to share this poem that two of my preemie mom friends have shared with me. It makes me tear up a little each time I read it.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><em><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">How Preemie Moms Are Chosen</span></strong></em></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">(Adapted from Erma Bombeck)</span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>Did you ever wonder how the mothers of premature babies are chosen?</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>Somehow, I visualize God hovering over Earth, selecting his instruments</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>for propagation with great care and deliberation.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>As he observes, he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>"Beth Armstrong, son. Patron Saint, Matthew. Marjorie Forrest, daughter.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>Patron Saint, Celia. Carrie Rutledge, twins. Patron Saint ... give her Gerard.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>He's used to profanity."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>Finally, he passes a name to an angel and smiles. "Give her a preemie."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>"Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a premature baby a mother who knows no laughter?</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>That would be cruel." "But does she have the patience?" asks the angel.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>"I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wear off, she'll handle it.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>I watched her today.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She has that sense of self and independence so rare and so necessary in a mother.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>You see, the child I'm going to give her has a world of its own.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She has to make it live in her world, and that's not going to be easy."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>"But Lord, I don't think she even believes in you."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>God smiles. "No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She has just the right amount of selfishness."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>The angel gasps, "Selfishness?! Is that a virtue?"</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child occasionally, she will never survive.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>Yes, here is a woman whom I will bless with a child less than perfect.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She doesn't know it yet, but she is to be envied.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She will never take for granted a spoken word.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She will never consider a step ordinary.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>When her child says 'mama' for the first time, she will be witness to a miracle and know it.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>I will permit her to see clearly the things I see – ignorance, cruelty, prejudice – and allow her to rise above them.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>She will never be alone.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>I will be at her side every minute of every day of her life because she is doing my work as surely as she is here by my side."</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>"And what about her Patron Saint?" asks the angel, his pen poised in the air.</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,Utopia,'Palatino Linotype',Palatino,serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>God smiles. "A mirror will suffice."</b></span></div></span>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-77065073844473947012010-09-23T21:48:00.000-07:002010-09-23T21:58:52.041-07:00cute kid-ismsWell, it's been about 3 weeks and I'm finally stumped about what to write. Actually, I have things I'd love to blog about but have no time to do them. Kieran is still up, even though he usually goes to bed at 9:30, 10pm at the latest...what the heck!? He just refuses to sleep. Maybe the sleep regression is messing with us again, I don't know. Josh is trying his hand at getting him down, nothing I have done has worked!<br /><br />So I'll leave you with some cute things that happened today, since I have yet to find my camera cord to share pictures. Maia was hovering above Kieran while he was waiting for a diaper change and got really close to him. He ended up grabbing her hair, since she was so close, and I heard "mom, Kee-wan (because that's how she says his name, you know) grabbing my hair, owwww!" So I go over there to help him unhand her hair, she stands up and playfully scolds him...and he laughs at her! A big huge belly laugh - SO cute! Which in turn got Maia laughing, which made K laugh even more. Ahh, siblings. I love seeing them interact these days, it's so fun!<br /><br />The other cute thing happened when I went to Babies R Us with the kids. I had to grab a lock for the fridge because it's not latching very well on its own, and Maia gets in there a bit more than I'd like. Anyways, I was checking out and Maia tried reaching for the credit card machine. When I told her not to touch it, she quickly shouted "I'm mad at me!" I laughed out loud, because not only was that really cute, but I've been encouraging her to use her words instead of hitting or whining when she's mad and doesn't get her way, specifically, I have practiced with her "mom, I'm mad!" or "I'm mad at ____." So tonight she actually did it, albeit a little backwards. I was a proud mama.brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8096890081195534016.post-49749333971763668182010-09-22T20:43:00.000-07:002010-09-22T21:46:25.067-07:00wordless wednesdayOkay, I take that back. I do have a few words.<br /><br />Have you ever looked at your child and suddenly, you can see their future self? As in, you look at your toddler daughter and suddenly "see" her as a teenage girl? Or you look at your baby boy and think "holy crap, I can totally imagine what he's going to look like as an adult!" It happens to me every so often and FREAKS me out. This photo really capture that, for me, anyways. (I had a cute one of Kieran, too, but Maia is in "hide-my-parents-stuff" mode and must have hidden my camera cord so I can't upload it! Ugh!)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Can't you just see my sassy future teenager in this shot of Maia? (She is very serious about her cupcakes, you guys.)<br /><a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/?action=view&current=007-6.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v339/brittanylove/007-6.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">PS. Welcome to my new Wednesday feature! Maybe next time it will be more wordless...and be uploaded closer to Wednesday than Thursday, heh.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /></div>brittany susanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17135180300389047530noreply@blogger.com1